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A paper.

2009-10-06T04:43:00.000-07:00

Classes from all levels have been suspended for a week because of Typhoon Ondoy. I remember Typhoon Milenyo who hit our country two or three years ago. Similarly to Ondoy, It jeopardized gazillion of properties all over the country. Different places here in the Philippines have been destroyed: from the crops which will be harvested soon, house appliances and other stuffs in which the people worked their ass off to earn them. They are all buried in mud and some are nowhere to find. Some of my friends are stranded in Manila and some suffered from the flood that reached the inside of their homes. My Tita's boss who owns six cars are all gone in just a snap of a finger. I know, it can still be fixed, but with six cars, you need to shell out big amount of money just to get them back!

Ah. I am just to grateful to God, that I have never suffered such difficulty in my entire life. I can't imagine myself losing all the stuffs I have right now. I just can't. I truly sympathize all those who lost their loved ones, and I salute those who courageously saved lives of the people they don't even know. And most specially, the celebrities who are gutsy just like Gerald Anderson and Cesar Montano. Now, I just wonder where the politicians are that very moment. They are just good in promises, Empty promises.

Katy Perry with Boys Like Girls Concert is scheduled on October 3. But since there's a current Super Typhoon Pepeng (who seemed nothing), it was postponed and moved to November 14.

Well, I hope our country can get through this dilemma.

Anyway, school was resumed since yesterday. I didn't go to school and I missed my Office Productivity exam. But I already talked to my Prof and she told me that I can take a special exam on Monday because both Computer Labs are always in use. Thanks for that. Our classes is extended for a week because of the consecutive suspension of classes, and somehow, I'm thankful for that because honestly, I don't prefer to have a sembreak! I just hate it. I despise staying at home, doing nothing. Bye First sem, Hello Second Sem! And I am just sooo excited for my Graphics Design subject! Yay. (Insert dancing banana here, LOL) And I love Saturday classes. Yipee me.

It's october 6th, which means in Forty days, it's the event I've been waiting for to happen! I am always ecstatic whenever I think what might happen. Jeez.

Stuffs I got from H's mom.
Thank you for this! I love it.

I miss you, Baby. I'll see you again, soon. I love you.
You don't love her because she's beautiful; she's beautiful because you love her. ♥

2009-08-18T04:36:00.000-07:00

Just had my Algebra Exam earlier and nothing new. I didn't study because I don't copy notes I just let myself remember what my Prof has taught us, IF I REMEMBER EVERY DETAIL OF IT. But, thank God they''re all basic. Thank God times two for the coming semester, No more algebra! Whoopee. I'm pulling back what I told myself last time, "Sana may Algebra pa din next sem." Alright. We'll be celebrating Buwan ng Wika next week. Shoot. I hate it. I used to love events way back my High School life because it eases the pressure of studying but now I'm in College I hate to do something much about those things. We'll be wearing Muslim Costumes (I know, Right) and do Muslim Dance? I`m not so sure, but I'm praying for a big No.

Advanced Happy Birthday, Trisha! I miss you. I miss the foodtrips, heading home after classes, your help, your corny jokes and a lot more. All I can say is I miss the FUN!! Hope we could hang-out some time just like before. I miss youuu. Advanced Happy Birthday! Keep in touch.

Photoshoot.

Taken yesterday somewhere. I saw a painted wall and photos sprung. :P Hope to have more soon!

3 Left, I can taste it. And I'm just so excited. :) Yay!

2009-08-08T05:39:00.000-07:00

I'm back. Well, Tumblr is my Photo blog. Not much. Well I didn't let this get forbidden after all.

I will not say that school is tiring. Because it isn't definitely. And I am just so happy that I have good grades. I got a perfect score for Algebra and almost perfect for Basic Computer Concepts (99%). My lowest is 88&. Thank God! I just wish that my Profs will be very much considerate since I am a late enrollee and I missed two weeks of classes. But I am proud to say that I can catch up. I'm extremely overjoyed.

This week is going to be very special. People who knew it, knows. We'll reach it farther. I'm so excited for November! Yay. I surely can't wait. :D

Next week, I'll be a little busy for my Basic Drawing and Drafting Project. The concept of Shadow and Light. I dunno yet what to draw but hopefully I can think about it in no time. And gah, I haven't finished my ColoTheo assignment, maybe because I hate to paint! Lol.

2009-07-26T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hey people, I already moved to Tumblr.
But I won't delete this. I hope I can STILL manage to update this account. :)

Follow me!
http://artboulevard.tumblr.com

Going to watch MJ's documentary tonight.
This calls for a goodnight. :)

2009-07-22T05:31:00.000-07:00

Prelims isn't over yet. I don't get to kick ass just to study for my subjects. Maybe because all we have at this moment are basics of everything. Well, I'm happy that I got a perfect grade for my Color Wheel which means I no longer need to make another one just to soar for a higher grade; and another thing, I got a satisfying grade in my Color Theory subject! Do this mean I love ColoTheo now? Lol. I just wish Dra. Cruz could give considerations with the two weeks of classes that I missed. It's worth my performance, I guess.

I am really bugged because I want to work already. I want to be a Barista, Make-up artist, Graphic Designer, Photographer, Radio Vj, and a lot more. And guess what, I also dream of being a News Caster. I would love even if I start from scratch. Just experience something that is on the field of my interests. Meet great people who are superior of the things and career that I wanted to be. I am not aiming for prominence, but I am aspiring to be good at something. To have my own specialty. There are times that I also wanted to be a Pastry Chef. I love sweets, and somehow I wanted to eat good food that is made by my own hands. Sometimes, I also wanted to be a Cosplayer for a change. A well-experienced one. But not for a stable employment. That isn't supposed to be called employment though. Uh, Gahd.

Well, there are lots of things that I wanted to be, do, and try. I definitely don't need popularity. What I need is, that I have something that my Family could boast about me. I just want to have my own pride and possesion. I have a decent and upright job to fulfill my and my family's need and my whim. To make it all simple and logical, I want to Succesful. That's my aim, and there, everything will bounce out.

How about you? What do you dream about? :)

2009-07-14T18:58:00.000-07:00

Prelims tomorrow up to Saturday.
Wish me luck for my Office Productivity subject.
I forgot my USB so I wasn't able to have the copy of our lecture.
And my BasDraw prof haven't mailed our lecture yet.

How the hell am I going to study?
Whatever.

Happy Eight Months, Honey.
I love you, Big time! ♥

2009-07-08T05:08:00.000-07:00

I watched the news earlier because I was waiting for my cousin Jc in Unang Hirit, and I've seen MJ's memorial service. I'm a no-Jackson fan, but I used to love some of his hits like Man in the Mirror and Ben. I like his song "Ben" because he sang it when he was little and his boys was just simply relaxing. There have been lots of intrugues that was thrown on him, I just dunno if any were for real, or not. It's true that when you contributed a very big thing to any field, just like him, in the Music Industry, known Internationally, you will be loved and eulogized by the people. I really want to watch the Memorial Ceremony. My heart was beaten when I saw his daughter utter a few words. RIP, Michael Jackson.

At last, I already made my first real Color Wheel. I will keep it so I can show it to other people of the new ages, just like what my ColoTheo Prof did. And I'm also happy done I'm done with Bumble Bee! Line Drawing for my BasDraw homework. It's on Friday but I decided to put my hands on it too early, so I have nothing to be bugged about. Well DMA starts to interest me. Prelims next week! Study hard, surf the net -- HARDER! Lol. I felt awful when I got 5 out of 10 in BasiCon last Monday. The board was too far from where I was seated. I usually get cross-eyed. The numbers are binary so it's really hard to idenify which is which. So, instead of 101, I wrote, 10111. It's so different. I dunno how I came up with that. But thank God, I did good today. Perfect. :) I love the subject and the Gay Prof. He crack jokes with only one expression. I was laughing my heart out even nobody's laughing anymore. I'm so stupid.

We were dismissed early so I was able to spend more time with Honey. We ate, went to Netopia I surfed the net while he played Dota, then, we went home already. I really love my schedule. It matched Hon's sched halfway. Hmm. Next week will be our week. I wish I could finish the doodle. :) And darn, I want to find my shirt and ring!! Who might have seen it please please let me know! :( I need it sooo BAD.

I'm going to bed. :)

2009-07-03T21:05:00.000-07:00

I changed my layout, and I already have my own tagboard.

I can't sleep yesterday. My eyes don't even feel the urge to close. I just did my color wheel assignement, paint paint paint. And glee, I remembered Mama gave me non-drowse meds. I'm so forgetful. Thank god by the time I lay my body on bed, I got asleep by no-minute.

My Lola's step-sister whom I called Auntie Tess, died yesterday. Her body gave up because of Cancer. We're not aware that she only have Seven Months remaining after my great grammy died because of old age. Honestly, I had her in my dreams. I'm still going to miss you. :( Why people die so often. I hate it. :(

2009-07-03T04:55:00.000-07:00

At last, I already transferred to STI. Multimedia Arts. I attended classes last Wednesday and just what like first day feels, you know it's a bit crap. But as day goes by, I already have friends. The first class I attended was Color Theory and Basicon (Basic Computer Concepts). ColoTheo was too boring that time because I have no idea they are supposed to bring watercolor. So all I did was to copy notes. And look at what they're doing. The staffs there are friendly, unlike in TUP where I have receive insults because I attempted to request for the change of my noon schedule.

Today my class was Basic Drawing and Drafting (I know, I transferred because I definitely hate Drafting! But it's different, we don't draft machines. Lol), and NSTP (Lecture only) which will start at 11 AM up to 5 PM. But apparently, Frosh's are required to attend the orientation, so I went there before 8 AM.

We will be having an Acquaintance Party at some bar in Starmall which includes: Mr. and Ms. STI, Singing and Dance contests, Battle of the Bands and so on. And on August, STI's Anniversary, All students will go to Enchanted Kingdom for Free. There's a lot more activities I just can't recall everything. I wish non-STI students will be allowed to Honey can come along with me. (crossed-fingers)

I am still bothered by my Form 138, I need to work on it in TUP just to get that crap. Gaahd. I dunno when I can have the spare time to get that. Another thing that bugs me is my Color Wheel assignment, I want to finish it noooow. So help me. Haha.

Honey and I are excited to make doodles on their terrace :))) I already bought a huge Pilot Pentel pen. Monsters! =))

I so love my schedule! Guess why. ♥ I love you, ~~Tukyo~~! Lol. :P
I want to watch Harry Potter!!!!

2009-06-21T06:00:00.000-07:00

First week of College ends today. But I'm not like any typical kolehiyala people, who get to spend weekends at home. I still need to go to school early in the morning every Saturdays and the worst, Sunday. I've had no option today, but to choose ROTC since CWTS had my course cut-off. I really really felt bad and regrets started to sprung as each day goes by.

Nothing new, I already made friends there. The people I'm always with are Keycee, Jillian, Chris and Ailene. First college friends. :) But upon choosing that school, there are LOTS of sacrifices. I can't go to the mall with my family every sunday, I have limited internet access, If harvey don't have the guts and initiative to wait for me for like five hours or less we can't be together. And a lot more. There's definitely tons of adjustments. Especially the new people I got to be with. It's kind of weird. I just can't explain, how or why.

Graphics Technology. I just can't blame myself anymore for choosing that, because evrybody does. Harvey and my family. I'm so stupid. So now, I have no option but to transfer to another school. And now, I'll take up H's course, Multimedia Arts. I hope I could work in Mode Matrix. :)

Last but not and never the least, I seriously propose my gratitude to Harvey. Thanks for everything. And I guess, that word everything will NEVER end because you always and always make me thank you for "everything." From the time we became friends up to now, that we reached so much more than camaraderie. Especially, for the past few days. For being eager to wait for five hours and less just to have peace of mind about my safety until I reached home. And for making me confident about my failed choices and for accepting my imperfections. I know we're still young to have serious plans about the future. But It's you who I want to be with. I'll never be contented having you for the borrowed time. I want you to be the one who'll discipline our kids. Hopefully, we'll reach the point when you say you still love me, with our hair turning grey and our grandchildren, playing around. :) You're so much more than what I expected you to be. Thanks for being the best-est friend, brother, mentor, and boyfriend. I love you so much, Honey!

2009-06-15T06:43:00.000-07:00

First day of school, TODAY. I'm glad that I didn't went home late. I am supposed to have classes up to 9:15 PM and I'll be home, around 11PM, I guess. But good thing, The Professor of our first subject, which was Chemistry, wasn't around. So, I did nothing for three hours. I wish I didn't let Harvey go home yet. :( I really missed you! Anyway, I think the Profs are sloth enough to have regular classes so they let us go home early. :) Do it always, Please! Haha.

Usually, Firsts suck. This time, not much. I met my blockmate, Keyce. I didn't get the chance to befriend others. For the fact, I don't want to that that neither. I'm not friendly. And my real friends know that. I shouldn't be the first to approach. But I don't approve of the idea of being friends with guy blockmates. Because they're off-limits. Haha. Harvey is always on guard. (I love you!) At least, I'm not Cady Heron of Mean Girls, whose first day suck the most. Mine isn't bad at all.

I wish, my schedule will be changed anytime. Please. I don't beg for the whole week. At least one day, pleaaaase. :( I don't think I can live this type of Lifestyle. They're right. I'm still a Frosh, so why suffer a triple trouble Sched like that? Gahd.

I bid Goodbye to summer and vacation yesterday. Went to Starbucks with Ate Jag and Tita. Java chip again and Banoffee Pie. Yummy! What rocked my summer? I finally became an "Ate". I babysit Jana for the last month of summer. I love you little sister. =))

What so special today? Of course, it's Fifteen. Jared and Jerzy's Parent's Monthsary. ♥

2009-06-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy today. I went out with Honey. We ate at BF Resort, at Vibang's. With Pat and Fritz. I wonder why today seems really different than the other days we used to spent together. Why. Hm. Well, it's a good thing. Because it has been consecutive days that we're not in a good standing. It's all because of me, I'm so immature. That's exactly why. Well, at least what's happening now is for the better. :)

School has been moved for a week because of A(h1n1) or Swine Flu (It's not yet proven that it came form swines). It's a good thing because I was able to see some of my Highschool Friends. But the negative thing is that, the more it is moved the more I feel terrible as days pass by and college seems to enter my veins. Honestly, I don't want to move to College. I wish it's now after three years. If I could just have Doraemon's Time Machine. He he. Lol. By that time I'm Nineteen. And I wish Papa is okay with me being with someone cause I'm already of Legal Age and I think, few more months, I'll be earning my own money. :D

I don't have much time to blog. And not much words to say.
I hope my sched won't kill me much. I need to take tons of Vitamin.
Goodnight!

2009-05-30T09:59:00.001-07:00

I went to the salon today to get my hair done.

Trim and dye. First time to dye my hair.

What do you think?
That`s Dark Purple. It doesn't seem to look purplish though.
I love it anyway. :)

2009-05-29T07:00:00.000-07:00

I`m so Happy.
He bought me Shades. And of course, Wayfarer. (Thanks!)
I`ve eaten Pizza Hut`s Viva Lasagna Pizza.
And I have Candy Mag`s May issue. (After 2 Years of ceasing to buy every ish)

Talk about "Happiness!" Haha.

And of course, I should never miss greeting someone.
Happy Birthday Marc Harvey!
Hardcore Seventeen. ♥
I already made a cheesy blog entry but it can only be visible to my multiply contacts.
Sarry. Happy Birthday Again. I miss you! :)

2009-05-21T06:16:00.000-07:00

"Try to be the first person to speak up if something unfair or unjust happens today."

That's my horoscope for today. I've seen that in Friendster. I don't have the routine of clicking through that link, I dunno why I did this time. That thought above is what I really need to learn, and I am guilty about that. Because I'm certainly the type of person who would keep the things that hurt and makes me feel unwell, solely. And if it turns out to it's worst point, I hold on grudges. I know that ain't right. And I'm guilty as well that I should change it. And there's only ONE person, who made me realize that mistake. To people like me, try it. It feels so relieved to speak what's bugging you about. It helps a lot.

It feels like heaven to be loved by a person who loves you back a million times than you do. ♥

2009-05-19T05:06:00.000-07:00

I've been tired lately. I've been coming back and forth at the hospital just to visit Baby Alyana. They'll be going home tomorrow. Everyone here at home are excited to see her. Even me. Haha. Forgive me since it's my first time to be an official Ate.

Anyway, school will be on June 8. I don't to go yet. Seriously. I hate firsts. And my class for the first day will end by 9:15 PM. My home is way too far from school. Wish me luck. I hope I can make it. I want Fine Arts badly but I can't shift. We also negotiated about changing my damn schedule but the head of Admission's office won't accept my alibi. I told them I'm Asthmatic but that woman I talked to is such a bullshit. As if she's the one who pays my school fees. But tita told me I can still work on the I dunno if that's a company, but it's related to printing and all, Mode Matrix. My future job will be there. :) Hopefully.

That's all. Nothing important happened.
BTW, I forgot to greet Mikka here. Haha.
BELATED MIKKA! :D Miss you.

2009-05-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

I went to my second cousin's First Birthday today at Isabel's Garden at BF. It wasn't a children's birthday since there's no kids on our family. It was just a simple get together.

Happy Birthday, Derek!

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Yesterday, at around 3 AM. I was awakened by Papa who went hysterical saying Mama's water bag already sort of popped. So I hurriedly changed my bottom clothing, grabbed my bag and gurgle. I didn't even have the chance to brush my teeth! We went to the hospital. But it wasn't Mama's time to give birth yet. So we went home. I slept woke at 8 AM, went back at the hospital. She got admitted because there's a tendency that she might be dehydrated because the liquid thingy that came out of her was her water bag which was leaking. I stayed there to look after her. At noon, the Doctor checked on her and told her that she's going to give birth. And I was excited upon hearing that. I always ask Mama if there's something weird she feels that might be the symptom of giving birth. :P

At exactly, 3:00 AM of May 17, 2009, Jamila Alyan is born.
Weighs 4 Pounds.

Welcome to the world, Kiddo! :)
Love, ATE. :P

2009-05-15T07:28:00.000-07:00

Okay. So I can't shift. And there's nothing I can do about my stupid schedule. Which means I need to build a lot of patience in going to college and going home late at night. I think that's already passed my bed time. Ugh.

Anyway, It's my day today. Not only mine. ♥

2009-05-11T03:39:00.000-07:00

I'm currently blaming myself for not snooping about what my course is all about. I picked the course which I don't really prefer and in the first place I don't know that Graphics Technology is something like Architecture. I despise that, making plan about houses and landscapes. God. Is this meant for me? I'm sooo stupid. I should listen to what they told me, I should've ASKED first before I made the effin' decision. What other option can I have, But to shift.

Don't you just even wonder why? Graphics technology - - How is that somehow related to Architecture. The words, Men. F.

I lost my JADMHO Shirt. I'm so careless! I don't know if I lost it or someone stole it. I remeber the last time I used it is during our Senior Recollection. And as far as I know, I brought it back home. Now, it's gone. Where is it? I hope it's here somewhere. And if somebody stole it. What in the world would you do that? I miss wearing that shirt. I hope I could fine it, SOON! It's been lost for 3 Months already. I'm upset. SO upset.

So, this is a hatepage. Typed about my awful feelings. =|

2009-05-09T06:18:00.000-07:00

Mami in Spanish.
Mamma in German.
Mamã in Portuguese.

Mom. Mother. Momma. Mommy.
Nanay. Nay. Ermat.

Whatever you prefer, I call mine "Mama!"
She`s present during the times of my failures and achievement.
The one who thinks my flaws are the nicest thing I`ve ever done.
The only person whom I share the secrets I can`t tell to anyone else.
And lastly, the one who suffered for 9 Months carrying me/us on their whomb.

Happy Mother`s day to all the Moms in world! :)

2009-05-04T22:38:00.000-07:00

Summer isn`t over for me yet. I thought Marinduque will be my last summescapade, summer escapade. Haha. Last Sunday, we went to Zambales. It wasn`t planned. It was, but not on the exact ate we went there. So we have nothing but clothes and money. No food at all.

We had breakfast at McDonald`s. I ate Pancakes. I think, after I made pancakes for myself, I don`t find them yummy at all. Maybe because I`m a boohoo for cooking stuffs. Lol. Anyway, we reached Zambales at Lunch time. There`s no fastfood there. Gahd. So we have no choice but to eat there in a baryo carinderia. But mind you, they serve good food. Love the Squid. Yey. Seafood na naman. We have three boats. 1,3k per boat which can only cover 3 people. Beach hopping. We visited the lighthouse, gahd, you need to walk through the creepy i dunno what term to call it. Basta puro bato. It was Hightide. The waves can reach my waist, my phone even get wet. And worst, Tito Aj`s camera wasn`t able to capture photos anymore. Looks like my poser DSLR is much useful after all. Haha. I don`t have pictures yet. I have them already but I`m sort of tamad to post a lot. So here, my cliche shot. JUMPSHOT! What else can you expect? Haha.

Anawangin Cove, Zambales

It looks nice, right. But I still prefer the beach we went in Marinduque.

Yesterday, I went to TUP. Got enrolled. WTF, my classes will be from Monday to Sunday. Yes, no rest day at all. :( How come? NSTP on sundays from 8AM till 5 PM. Of course, i`m not stupid to choose ROTC. Well, thanks to Pengs for accompanying me yesterday. I had a blast. :)

2009-05-01T06:52:00.000-07:00

Yes. I changed my layout. I got bored with the previous one.
I`m now a nuff nang member and this is now copyright free. ©

Anyway, I forgot. It`s may 1. Special month for the people I love.
Mikka, Harvey, and Jamila.
*one big HUG*

Btw, Happy Birthday, Jake!
That doesn`t mean you`re one of the people I love. Haha. Lol.

Goodnight people!

Ps. I want Haagen Dazs. First person to give me, will receive, THANK YOU. Haha.

2009-05-01T05:07:00.000-07:00

Yey. I made my first doodle. Of course, that wasn`t my FIRST actually. But that was my first artsy work, and I made the entire page done. Doodles are made when you don`t feel like listening to your teacher tackling something such as the history of the world, arithmetic, genes you have inside your body and so. Isn`t that freaky? That`s why teachers are always mad once they caught their student`s notebook. Flip it to the very last page, and there! Lots of doooodles. Hahaha. I remember my cousin, Jet. He draws a lot and sometimes, he do something weird and we call it, "Shaider". Haha. Funn-eh. With sound effects, haha. Lol. I wish I kept the video I took two years ago so you could see how kiddo he is.

So speaking of doodles to shaider, here`s my not-so-masterpiece:

I found these cool people from the internet. They are so good in making doodles, they do it non-stop as if they know what to draw next. Anyway, my favorite part of my doodles is the ones on the left side. The Mommy monsters and the little ones. They are sooo cute. Anyway, I clone-stamped something on my work. I am such an idiot because I didn`t know that I draw something unecessary. Well, skip that. I made my second doodle, theme is about me and him. It`s not yet done because I ran out of ideas. I already finished the part about him. How come that I can draw a lot about him, but about myself, I dunno exactly what I want? Sucks.

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Pussycat Dolls. Live in Manila!
So What?
Jai Ho!

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Classes will start in June. I think. I was about to enroll last Friday, but TUP is such a bad ass, they had team building somewhere. How come they announced that enrollment will be until April 30? Right. Fuck you people. I woke up early just because of that. I don`t even want to study there! As if I have other options. But I hope I`m now living after three years. So I can have my job. If i`m still studious by then, I`ll make it up to five years. Like Snoop, Optalmologist. I wish somehow he`s still Ate`s boyfriend. Maybe I learned a lot of doodles and Caricatures and few chinese phrases, all i know is a-hia. Haha. Peace, Jake!

I saw this in Multiply. The one who made this is a member of Pinay Shutters. Good thing we have the same name. Haha. Light painting. Nice. Thanks for the permission.

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Grammy was confined because of Asthma? I think. Thank God she`s well now. She`ll be going home tomorrow. My usherett-ing days are over. Yey.

And Jamila will be seeing the world in just a number of days. Can`t wait to give you my first glance, Kid. Hopefully, Mama will have a smooth delivery.
Till here people.

Don`t Sweat the Small Stuff!
Right, Babe? I Love You! And that`s probably what matters now.

2009-04-17T04:45:00.000-07:00

I don't really know how to start an another blog entry with nothing on my mind but the thought that summer bums me to it's worst extent. I wish and hope that in college, I'll be having summer classes so I won't stay at home. Of course, vacation, a week or else. Haha. I'm a total freak and i'm so clueless. What do you expect from me, I'm a fresh graduate. :P

Well. There's nothing new to blog. Yes, there is, our Marinduque trip. It was soooo fun, uh, scratch the word so with lots of letter O in it, now, it was somehow fun. The part of the escapade I enjoy the most is when we went to the beach. It was also my first time to see lots of star fish-es. They are abundant there, also in the shallow part of the beach. I remember when we went to Boracay with my family, It wasn't a known tourist spot yet. But it was really nice there. From the white sand to the clear water of the beach. :) Back to what i'm uttering about, we also went caving, road tripping, visit different chuches and landmarks. But the whole trip will be much astonishing if i'm with the people I love to laugh with.

Another thing to make this entry is we're already five months. Attached and happy. I never really thought of us being like this ever before. I only know him barely with what he truly is. All I know is that he is popular for cracking jokes and so, making people laugh including me. :) I love it when you told me, "Isang gagong lalaki na in-love sa conservative na babae." The words you said aren't appropriate, but I appreciate ALL the efforts you did for me, and I hope so do you. Thanks for conquering all the hardships, emotionally and PHYSICALLY. Now, I know it's all worth it. Everything I did before just to have you is indeed worth the pain, pain in which nasty things are said to me, and the lies I told, just to communicate and patch things up with you. I knew it when you said something like "mas masarap magkaroon ng relasyon na pinaghihirapan", Thank you for sacrificing a lot. I will never regret that I have given you the benefit of the doubt. I Love You So Much!

This is all. Words are already eaten. Haha. SUMMERTIME! is a boo hoo.

2009-04-06T06:20:00.000-07:00

I missed writing. Damn it. I finally graduated which means High school is so over, and Summer is on! :D Don't you just love that word? SUMMER-- Accompanied by the word beach, swim suit, tan lines, sunburn, and cold watermelon shake. Isn't it nice? I was a boo-hoo for the past few years. I always spend summer on pools and I'm sick of it. Thank God I got a good graduation present from tita, Marinduque trip. Asian Spirit is fully booked, which means we need to choose plan B. RORO is the term I heard. That's it.

I already took a dip last month. End of March, I think. With my classmates-slash-highschool friends (Gaahd). I wasn't suppose to join that thing but I was able to insist my ever-strict-dad for the very last minute. It was fun somehow, but the word satisfaction is not part of it. Some not-so-nice thing happened that ruined the excursion. But, I enjoyed it because I was with my close friends, and boyfriend. I won't join that neither if not because of Harvey (btw, I miss you!).

Holy week is not yet on but last Sunday, I went to Lucban, Quezon with my Family to visit the so-called thing, "Kamay ni Hesus". We went there for a healing Mass of Father Faller (This was featured on ABS-CBN earlier this day) and we also climbed up the high stairs to reach the peak of it and also for the Station of the Cross.

Tita: San tayo kakain?
Jamie: Dun nalang sa kinainan natin dati. Yung may sunflower sunflower.
Tita: Ah, Buddy's. Sige, dun nalang.

It was my Third time in Quezon. Twice was with my family and I have eaten in the same restaurant we've been to. And guess what, Pancit Hab-hab is so good. :) But I have eaten Seafood. And I love Seafood. Especially, squid. (I'm hungry! Lol)

Anyway, enough of those. I haven't seen Harvey for 3 days. And I truly miss him big time. I just remembered one of our talk thru text earlier:

Jamie: Sweet ka pa din sa akin kahit Grey na buhok natin, Ha? :)
Harvey: Oo naman. Tapos fashionista at magpo-photoshoot pa din tayo. Tas sasabihin natin sa mga apo natin, "Ang kewl nila, oh."
Jamie: Ang sweet. Gagawin nating musically Inclined at Artsy family natin, ha?
Harvey: Oo. Ikaw sa arts ako sa music. Tapos tawag nila satin mamu at papu. haha.
Jamie: Ayoko nun. Kasi yung mamu term ng mga bading sa Manager nila, eh.
Harvey: Eh di, Loloness at Lolaness. Haha. I love You!
Jamie: EWNESS. I Love You, Too! ♥

Haha. Nothing. I just want to blurt that out. That seems to be cheesy but I'm really having fun having this type of conversation with him about the future. Thank God, I'll be seeing you tomorrow. I can't wait. I love you, Mahal. More each day.

I'll be on Marinduque on Wednesday night, and will be back on Saturday.
Next week will be our 5th month.
And next month, my mom will give birth to my "sister".

That's it. See you tomorrow Harvey. =)))

2009-03-25T03:42:00.000-07:00

When I was a kid, I was new with the schooling world. I am ecstatic for my mom to buy me school supplies because I can choose whatever I like, from colorful pencils, fancy notebooks to cartoon-shaped erasers. I can't sleep the night before the first school day because I am imagining myself wearing my new school shoes and bag and that will be the first day for the 10 month in school, to see the faces of my classmates, the new ones and the rest whom I used to spent my school life for the past few years. During pre-school, I learned to count, mention ABCs, spell and sing the basic nursery rhymes like row row row your boat. As time goes by, I learned to solve arithmetic and understand the concept of friction and force. And in just like a snap of a finger, I saw myself walking thru the aisle, wearing my toga and there, my mom, who shed tears because I finally graduated and finished Elementary. Time ticks so fast. In two more days, I will officially finish High School, and I can conceitedly say that, "I did it".

High School. A very simple yet a superb word. Before, I think that upon hearing that word, studying will be nothing but a pressure. When I first stepped in my school as a freshman, I was really frightened about my new teachers (Elementary students happen to be petrified by HS teachers because they seem to be appaling), but as I grew there, I realized that I have wrong notions. This part of edification is the MOST memorable and blissful experience. It's not only that you'll encounter to have the "barkada" thingy, night-out with friends, cheating, cramming, Puppy Love and so, but also the knowledge that the teachers have shared. It has been said that the awful and pointless deeds are the ones that causes the Fun; This is also the episode in life where you'll meet the great people whom you can consider as your true and best friends, friends whom is with you through thick and thin. The ones you can laugh and cry with. I can also say that, this is where the major peer pressure starts..

But High school is not only about fun, there are times that you have tough relationships with your classmates. I am guilty that I am not in good terms with everyone in my batch (before). Sometimes you just don't know why you seem to hate them and they might as well don't like you back. There are times, that once you have seen the face of that specific person, it seems that you're day has been wrecked and ruined. I remember that we (not only me), had a cold-war with some of my classmates because of competition. Only because of C.A.T. Now it seems to be a petty reason, but I understand it somehow before. But as graduation bites, we became mature, and settle the relationships with people. C'mon, we'll graduate, let's make the most out of it.

I have said a very tiny part of my high school life. I truly enjoyed this. And I will surely never forget the memories I had from my green school. When you finished HS, you'll realize that all the repeated cliche's you've heard from the teachers are the pathways for our success in the future. For this, I want to thank everyone who are part of my achievement in finishing highschool. My advisers (Sir Jhun, Sir Joey, Ms. Krisna, and Ms. Joe), and to our pressuring principal, Ms. Ann Felipe. I already graduated CAT, therefore, Ms. Ann won't bug me anymore about Harvey. I'll miss that though. :)

CONGRATS BATCH MATES!

I am going to miss everyone. Please keep in touch.
I will truly take pleasure in tossing our graduation caps together.
HAPPY GRADUATION GUYS. Batch 2008-2009
As we enter a new chapter of our life, learn to look back. :)

2009-03-07T03:28:00.000-08:00

Examination is FINALLY over :)) *applause*
CAT Deliberation also happened a few hours ago. Congrats to all those Junior high especially Bravo and Alpha. And it's not only that, my senior year will end in just a few weeks!

I'm so happy with the fact I'm finally going to graduate, and jumpy enough with how College life would be for me. I still actually dunno yet where to study, of course I really wanted to study in Benilde because that's my dream school though some people said that ADMU is better than that. But FYI not in art and sciences courses :) I started to like it when I was able to see how cool and interesting the things that Benildeans are fond of studying about. But I am sure as hell not expecting to pass because that might lead me to a spoonful of dissapointment. Maybe, that wasn't just destined to be in my field. College will seem to freak me out. New friends, New teachers which will be by then called "Professors" and New place to study. I won't ride the same transport engines and as well not with the same people I use to be with, ALWAYS. But I am looking forward with meeting up with them every now and then after graduation. I'm surely going to miss everyone. Even the people I used to hate in Highschool even in my Elementary years. OMG. I'm getting tasteless. I know this is way too early to blurt about but I just can't control typing about this. :|

I wasn't suppose to blog like this, but those things just flew on my mind.
Well, this is it for now. Graduation is in 20 Days. Twenty days left in my green school.
Goodnight, people!

2009-02-27T05:17:00.000-08:00

Why is there a word such as paranoid?
GUILTY AS CHARGE.
Cynical. Skeptical. Incredulous. Sarcastic. What else?
I want this to end, I'm currently in desperate need of help :( I'm such a fool.
I don't understand myself. This weird and ailing feeling. I am a piece of crap. :|
I've been so strong but I dunno why I'm this stupid. I want to be a pessimist, NO MORE.
I need to work it by heart and brain.
I'm unwell because of my pettiness. Sorry about this. :(

2009-02-25T04:34:00.000-08:00

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind

I just feel sentimental. Hahaha ;))
Remembered this song. Grey's Anatomy. (McSTEAMY!!!)

2009-02-22T04:40:00.000-08:00

To those people who wants to get pissed, I recommend you to click* this. Citibank Scandal. Whatever.

Last Wednesday, we had our Retreat at Silang, Cavite. Stayed there for three days and two nights. It was partly different from the Reco I had when I was still in 6th grade, this time we don't get to use a whole dormitory for everyone (All girls I mean), we have our own rooms that can cover four persons. I was assigned to be with Patty, Maria, and Mikka. I am so lucky that I was with Mikka, because I've been hoping to be with either her or Iya. We were obliged to wake up early in the morning for the mass. I thought that attending the morning mass is something that all the people who are there for the purpose of retreat should do, but I was wrong because Brother Resti and Brother Ryan expressed their gratitude for us having the efforts in waking up just for the mass.

Gadgets are kept by our teachers for our whole stay in the retreat house. No cellphone, and definitely NO internet. I am somehow in luck that Ms. Joe lend me my camera from time to time. The place was relaxing because of the ambiance, though we were allowed to stroll only during our final day.

I just had my Benildean Entrance Exam earlier this day. T'was perplexing. I dunno maybe because I wasn't able to do a little review or what. I don't expect, at least. Lol. I'm tired, so goodnight OL readers.

-JAMIE ♥

2009-02-16T05:00:00.000-08:00

One more night, it'll be my retreat at La Sallete.
I just want to blurt that I'll be out of town. Hahaha.
I'll bring my best-est friend, SONY. Lol.

What would happen to me once I went home from there?
Transform, sabi ni Jerome. *laughs

Just posted. I'm lacking of words.
Physics Exam tomorrow! Haven't studied yet. Good.

2009-02-14T04:32:00.000-08:00

In just 3 hours and 30 minutes, Valentine's day will be over. So, I will take advantage of this moment to greet everyone, a Happy Heart's Day! ♥

I was at School early this morning for CAT training. Can you believe I jog twice in a row. Haha. You know me, I'm a boo-hoo for things like that. XD Anyway, I have given my Bravo cadets a simple present for V-day. Cheap home-made sweets and assorted sour candies. Nothing new happened about the training.

I was supposed to stay at school to kill time until Harvey is done for dance practice. But since there's a dilemma about something, I was forced to go home early. I was not happy about that idea, it's valentine's for god's sake, and I won't be with him. That's a big dissapointment. But the good thing is that I was with him in the late afternoon. Random tambay. Anyway, I bought him a necklace from The Bead Shop and chocolates. I am broke. So I wasn't able to buy something substantial--if that's the right word to use. I hope somehow you appreciate it, Mo. He gave me a snow-white ring fashioned into two hearts. I was not expecting something like that. I was as well not sure if he prepared something for me since he kept on conversing that he won't be able to give me something because he's broke LIKE ME, which is really sweet of him. I honestly don't appreciate V-day for my entire life. SWEAR. Not for exxageration, or what. This was also the first time I ever felt the quintessence of Valentine's day. Now I know, Cupid struck me incalculable times. I captured a photo of it. Here, take a quick-look :)

Thank you, Harvey. I really love it. ♥

Before I end this, I want to thank the people who gave me chocolates :) Haha. I'm a craver for sweets, eh. But the person who gave me the sweetest present is YOU. Thank you for the ring and for making this day another special day. It's always V-day with you :) Cheeeesy but damn true. Sorry as well for all the gibberish quarrel we had for the previous days and also for the non-intentionally things I did that makes you feel dreadful. I am sooo in love with Harvey Ongogan. He's enormously mine, so to loser people there, don't ever claim that he's yours. Because I'll rip your fucker face off. NOW WHAT? :)

Happy Valentine's Hubby. And Happy Monthsary!! :)

2009-02-10T04:42:00.001-08:00

Last night, at exactly 8:46 PM a Penumbral Lunar Eclipse happened. I was just randomly surfing the net when my cousin yelled at me about it. It was spectacular. SPECTACULAH. :) I'm not a scientific person or so, but this made me search about that Penumbral thingy. Haha. Lol.

Last Saturday and yesterday, Me and Harvey went to DLS-CSB for application purposes. We weren't aware that admission offices are closed by 12PM. Since I attended CAT training, I started preparing by the time they are preparing to close. And there is no Plan B, so no choice but to go back yesterday. We already have the forms, and the perplexed me, dunno what scholarship to take yet. Which is which. Gaaahd. SDA (School of Design and Arts) is so fascinating, no wonder why it is known as a prestige University. Good facilities and Class C people. I hope to pass it.

Photo taken at SDA, 6th Floor.

Nothing else to jot down. I just filled an empty blog space here.
8 More days-- Retreat.
5 More days-- ♥♥♥
4 More days-- Happy Heart's day :))

BTW, Happy Birthday, JD!

2009-02-03T03:13:00.000-08:00

February- Cupid month ♥
Wonder what Valentine really is? Do you even believe that Cupid really exist?

Valentine's day or Saint Valentine's day is a holiday celebrated on February 14 by many people throughout the world. In the west, lovers express their love by giving Valentine cards, Flowers, Chocolates and many more. When people are in love, they often say that Cupid struck them. In Roman Mythology, Cupid is the God of Erotic love. He is also known by another one of his Latin names, Amor. The word Fiction, explains everything. Got that?

February will be a very loaded month. Retreat, Final Exams, and Exam for Benilde (crossed-fingers). My dream school. Please include me and Harvey in your prayers. If it won't be a successful one then, it's still going to be fine. At least, I tried. :) Retreat at La Sallete (Silang, Cavite) will be at February 18-20. Then 20 will be Flipendemic kru's contest at Southville I hope we could watch. Then, exams. Kill time being a bookworm. Gaaaahd. I despise what I'm doing now, but I know that soon, I'm going to miss all of these. This may sound cheesy but I can feel it somehow.

Please stop ruining our lives. I'm so happy and fulfilled with him. I know I caused a LOT of flaws and all BEFORE, but that still doesn't change the fact that we're already zero. PLEASE don't mess with us. Especially, HIM.
Sorry for all our previous petty fights. Thank you for your serenity and love.
I Love You So Much, Harvey. ♥

2009-01-29T05:18:00.000-08:00

Hey there Online readers. I haven't miss much of blogging though it has been weeks. January will be almost in it's end and my Alma Mater's celebration of foundation is over, AS WELL. No succeeding school activities anymore. OMG. College is way toooooo biting me. Retreat, Exams, and Ta-dah, GRADUATION. Goodbye, SNEA. Darn it.

Allow me to utter few things. Last Friday, we had our School's Artist on Stage, I dunno if it is a fund-raising concert or what. It was quite fun. The only thing that keeps me company are my friends and my guy rocking the whole night out. He was so damn gorgeous. :) Hahahaha. I was also happy that somehow, we were able to go home together, since he's been very busy preparing for the concert. Anyways, I also had fun. :)

Classmates. soon to be called- HS Friends. Gaaaahd.

We also had our yearly, FUN DAY. But not-so-fun day. Lol. I can't buff too many things about that because.. I just can't think of words. Haha. Anyways, Congrats Cj and Princess. :) And the rest of St. Gabriels for winning the previous contests. *cheers

Sorry for this web trash. Another hate page. I'm lacking of words that's why. I've been like this for weeks. I just want to spoil my new layout :) LMFAO.

2008-12-31T02:32:00.000-08:00

Semestral Break haven't been an idle life for me this year. I've always been out of the house, which is really a lot like ME. Last Thursday, I went to Enchanted Kingdom with my cousins, aunt, and Future Cousin (HAHA), Jake. It wasn't a lot of fun. We had accomplished 3 rides only for the whole day. A not-so-total waste of time, stamina and money. The fucktard thing is that, I haven't experienced to ride on Space Shuttle, and yet, It was under maintenance that day the second F* thing is, Log Jam was not operating as well, that was my favorite ride. Gaaaahd. Forgive the Child at Heart. Haha. It was really tiring. Walking all day around EK. We had dinner at Brother's Burger. I'm still craving for Onion Rings. Gawd :)

Us. Before the boring ride at Rialto.

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I've read my Tita's blog from Florida about my cousins. Mostly, about the special one named Faith Emma. She was named Faith because she's a blue-baby and has Down Syndrome, and little did we know, People like them don't live that long. She had an operation last December 24. I was so overwhelmed that they keep us updated through her blog and over the phone. A 2-year old kid already undergone a lot of major operations. I truly symphatize her and I haven't seen her since the day she was born.

Aaron Jacob and Faith Emma :)

Later this year, it seems like right after eating the turkey, Faith had her regular follow up with her armada of specialists.. relying on the holiday season and the Christmas spirit, I was optimistic for good if not better news for a change. Her opthalmologist reported worsening of her eyes BUT no need for surgery “She needs new prescription glasses mom and she needs to wear them OR ELSE ” he adds more gore to the scenario unfolding before me. Of course no matter how hard the optometrist tries to match the perfect frames for her, we do not succeed… you see, children with Down’s have underdeveloped craniofascial structures, hence, the smallest frames are still too big for her and if they are the right size there is still the dilemma of building it up for the lack of the nose bridge. We end up using the old frames for now, she tries it on and starts to draw a frown, I said “there you go baby, you look much prettier!”.. she smiles. Subsequently, Faith develops ear infections again.. let us blame it on the ever changing weather and the season of flu. Nonetheles, it is difficult for us since she has to have antibiotic shots again and another round of oral steroids. These poor ears.. the infections are persistent and finally the ear tubes fell off. Her ENT made the confirmation and we schedule for surgery, this time we go for the permanent ones but with the probability of damaging her hearing this time “we have to monitor her real close mom” I nodded and said yes.
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
CRAAAAASH YOU EARDRUM :))

2008-12-23T03:23:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS PARTY

Christmas Party at school was 5 days ago. It was not the best but t`was better among all the christmas parties I attended at school for the past four Decembers. I am so overjoyed and fluky upon picking our "babies" for exchange gift. I was able to pick Harvey bluntly.
I was really really perplexed with what to give my guy. So I ended up with a shirt. He gave me a very funky shirt from Maldita and I love it. Ninja and Japanese girl printed on it :)

Christmas is when Parents usually tell their children that Santa give gifts away for Good and Behave kids. Well, I was ONCE on of them. I was used in writing my wish on a piece of paper and give it to my mom and according to HER, she'll give it to Santa. And I can't wish for something extravagant because Santa Claus won't be able to give gifts to the other kids. That's a good way of finding your child a gift. HAHA. I think I'll adopt that when I have kids on my own. Wise :P

HAPPY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE! :)
my Friends and Family, and YOU.
Happy Birthday, Jesus.

2008-12-12T04:35:00.001-08:00

December o6, 2o08 @ Princess' place

Next week will be the final week for school this year. It'll be a week of hard work and fun. Hard work for it'll be our exam week and fun because Thursday will be our Christmas Party then, Hello Sembreak :) I wish the word I just said/typed will be more then just it is--FUN. I have not-so-lots of people to be given presents. And of course, Harvey, Mikka, Trisha and Princess tops my list next to my family. I still dunno what to give them yet. Suggestions? Gaaahd. I'll be with Trisha on 16 and 17 to buy gifts for people and so on. Too bad I wasn't able to go to Divisoria since that day, I was loaded with Long Tests. Shitness. But, it's not a big deal. I despised what happened to me last year. I almost fainted because of wandering around Divi so I ended up sleeping in the car. Total waste of time. Gawd.

Since it's Christmas I'll type my WISHLIST:

Checkered Shorts
Buddha beads, Jelly Bracelet [Red, Green, Blue, Yellow, Black]
Hoodie [doodled one]
Black Strapped Flats
Body bag/ Belt bag
BackPack-- the one I saw was cool :D
White Plain Tee
Shirt [any color--but I want a blue one :P]
a new phone
Shirt from All Stars [Metallic print]
White Rubber Shoes
Assorted shoe laces [Mikka, I'll pay you :)]
Get my hair relaxed

That's not yet done. I just can't think of what else I want to have :P Hey, YOU this is my site so don't make any objections. Everything I typed is everything I wanted. Hopefully, I'll put checks on them soon. hahahaha. Give me the benefit of the doubt. XD

I need to Study tomorrow, the next day, the next next day.... GIVE ME A BREAK! men. I'll miss family affairs this weekend because of examinations. Damn it. Well, I wish my grades will improve more than what I've had the last quarter. And swear! I'll read instructions first. I missed 1o Points in Values just because I didn't read the intruction. I'm so stupid. HMPH.

Few more months, CAT's over. I'll hand over my position to someone else. And the best part is graduation and another thing is that, we can be together :) Patience my dear. That's all we need. And I hope he could meet my mom and my baby sister/brother (not yet born :D :P). He first met Ate Jag and Tita rather than moi mother. TeeHees. Till here people. I Love You Marc Harvey Ongogan ♥♥♥

2008-12-05T04:04:00.000-08:00

Last weekend, I was FINALLY able to watch Twilight with people who have watched it already. Just for my sake. And gaaaahd, Edward Cullen is so heaven. He is the most angelic vampire ever :) Well, I won't elabortate much since it has been almost a week already and I can't remember much of the happenings. There were just scenes that's different from the book. Especially, when Edward revealed about himself. XD

Edward: Are you Scared?
Bella: No.
Edward: Then, answer one basic question. What do we eat?

That's one of the breath-stopping scene. I just can't remember the exact line. In the book it happened in Edward's car but in the movie, it happened in a forest. Weird and different. Redundant? ;) LMAO.

End with the twilight thingy. Well, school has started to be stressful :( Exams will be scheduled next next week. Gawd. Studying sucks. men. After that-- Christmas Party, then, SEMBREAK. Love it :) Christmas is in less than four weeks. But Santa has given me a present already.. HAHA. That would be a gossip. Zip. Zip. *chuckles

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CONGRATS FLIPENDEMIC KRU! Champs AGAIN. 200K. One Step Above. Keep ruling the dancefloor :))) You got the best choreo. I hope that's contagious. hahaha. Coz I've never been gifted with that! Now, laugh. XD

Project making tomorrow and head to Princess' crib.
ADVANCED happy birthday, Princess! :)

2008-11-29T19:15:00.000-08:00

Proper Update :)

Yesterday was my Great Grandmother's burial at Manila Memorial Park. I only had less than 3 hours of sleep that time since I went at Funeraria Paz the day before yesterday because my paternal family SHOULD be complete. Thougn ate and tita wasn't there because of work and tournament. December 1 will be her 9th day. I dunno yet what's going to happen. January 1 will be her 40th day of death and I think our family will gather together again. I hope so.

TWILIGHT. I think i`m the last bookworm on earth to watch that movie. People here have watched it already. And it was so funny of ate to share stories yesterday and said Edward "Collin". Haha. That was very hilarious. Sharing stories with expressions. But BTW, she wasn't able to read the book. 2 chapters only, I guess. And Jake was sort of pissed because people at the movie house are so ecstatic about each scenes. Thank God, it will be my turn this noon. YESSS! :) I just dunno if tickets are sold out or what. We can't buy through internet since it was stated there that buying of twilight tickets through www. sureseats.com is disabled. UNFAIR. >Tita laughed her head off when I said that the term to be used when you got struck by Edward Cullen is, Cullenized. And all I can say is that "I am sooo CULLEN-IZED! :)"

End of post here people. I'll go to ATC with tita dear to watch TWILIGHT. BTW, congrats to Flipendemic. Especially, Jc. I hope we could watch them at MOA. :)

Edited by HARVEY!
I love this picture. Most specially the person in there with me. :)

2008-11-21T20:41:00.000-08:00

NEW BLOG :)
I'll be updating here.
No updates for http://scorpioisruling.blogspot.com

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ASIAN VOODOO :]