First week of College ends today. But I'm not like any typical kolehiyala people, who get to spend weekends at home. I still need to go to school early in the morning every Saturdays and the worst, Sunday. I've had no option today, but to choose ROTC since CWTS had my course cut-off. I really really felt bad and regrets started to sprung as each day goes by.

Nothing new, I already made friends there. The people I'm always with are Keycee, Jillian, Chris and Ailene. First college friends. :) But upon choosing that school, there are LOTS of sacrifices. I can't go to the mall with my family every sunday, I have limited internet access, If harvey don't have the guts and initiative to wait for me for like five hours or less we can't be together. And a lot more. There's definitely tons of adjustments. Especially the new people I got to be with. It's kind of weird. I just can't explain, how or why.

Graphics Technology. I just can't blame myself anymore for choosing that, because evrybody does. Harvey and my family. I'm so stupid. So now, I have no option but to transfer to another school. And now, I'll take up H's course, Multimedia Arts. I hope I could work in Mode Matrix. :)

Last but not and never the least, I seriously propose my gratitude to Harvey. Thanks for everything. And I guess, that word everything will NEVER end because you always and always make me thank you for "everything." From the time we became friends up to now, that we reached so much more than camaraderie. Especially, for the past few days. For being eager to wait for five hours and less just to have peace of mind about my safety until I reached home. And for making me confident about my failed choices and for accepting my imperfections. I know we're still young to have serious plans about the future. But It's you who I want to be with. I'll never be contented having you for the borrowed time. I want you to be the one who'll discipline our kids. Hopefully, we'll reach the point when you say you still love me, with our hair turning grey and our grandchildren, playing around. :) You're so much more than what I expected you to be. Thanks for being the best-est friend, brother, mentor, and boyfriend. I love you so much, Honey!