First week of College ends today. But I'm not like any typical kolehiyala people, who get to spend weekends at home. I still need to go to school early in the morning every Saturdays and the worst, Sunday. I've had no option today, but to choose ROTC since CWTS had my course cut-off. I really really felt bad and regrets started to sprung as each day goes by.

Nothing new, I already made friends there. The people I'm always with are Keycee, Jillian, Chris and Ailene. First college friends. :) But upon choosing that school, there are LOTS of sacrifices. I can't go to the mall with my family every sunday, I have limited internet access, If harvey don't have the guts and initiative to wait for me for like five hours or less we can't be together. And a lot more. There's definitely tons of adjustments. Especially the new people I got to be with. It's kind of weird. I just can't explain, how or why.

Graphics Technology. I just can't blame myself anymore for choosing that, because evrybody does. Harvey and my family. I'm so stupid. So now, I have no option but to transfer to another school. And now, I'll take up H's course, Multimedia Arts. I hope I could work in Mode Matrix. :)

Last but not and never the least, I seriously propose my gratitude to Harvey. Thanks for everything. And I guess, that word everything will NEVER end because you always and always make me thank you for "everything." From the time we became friends up to now, that we reached so much more than camaraderie. Especially, for the past few days. For being eager to wait for five hours and less just to have peace of mind about my safety until I reached home. And for making me confident about my failed choices and for accepting my imperfections. I know we're still young to have serious plans about the future. But It's you who I want to be with. I'll never be contented having you for the borrowed time. I want you to be the one who'll discipline our kids. Hopefully, we'll reach the point when you say you still love me, with our hair turning grey and our grandchildren, playing around. :) You're so much more than what I expected you to be. Thanks for being the best-est friend, brother, mentor, and boyfriend. I love you so much, Honey!

First day of school, TODAY. I'm glad that I didn't went home late. I am supposed to have classes up to 9:15 PM and I'll be home, around 11PM, I guess. But good thing, The Professor of our first subject, which was Chemistry, wasn't around. So, I did nothing for three hours. I wish I didn't let Harvey go home yet. :( I really missed you! Anyway, I think the Profs are sloth enough to have regular classes so they let us go home early. :) Do it always, Please! Haha.

Usually, Firsts suck. This time, not much. I met my blockmate, Keyce. I didn't get the chance to befriend others. For the fact, I don't want to that that neither. I'm not friendly. And my real friends know that. I shouldn't be the first to approach. But I don't approve of the idea of being friends with guy blockmates. Because they're off-limits. Haha. Harvey is always on guard. (I love you!) At least, I'm not Cady Heron of Mean Girls, whose first day suck the most. Mine isn't bad at all.

I wish, my schedule will be changed anytime. Please. I don't beg for the whole week. At least one day, pleaaaase. :( I don't think I can live this type of Lifestyle. They're right. I'm still a Frosh, so why suffer a triple trouble Sched like that? Gahd.

I bid Goodbye to summer and vacation yesterday. Went to Starbucks with Ate Jag and Tita. Java chip again and Banoffee Pie. Yummy! What rocked my summer? I finally became an "Ate". I babysit Jana for the last month of summer. I love you little sister. =))

What so special today? Of course, it's Fifteen. Jared and Jerzy's Parent's Monthsary. ♥

I'm so happy today. I went out with Honey. We ate at BF Resort, at Vibang's. With Pat and Fritz. I wonder why today seems really different than the other days we used to spent together. Why. Hm. Well, it's a good thing. Because it has been consecutive days that we're not in a good standing. It's all because of me, I'm so immature. That's exactly why. Well, at least what's happening now is for the better. :)

School has been moved for a week because of A(h1n1) or Swine Flu (It's not yet proven that it came form swines). It's a good thing because I was able to see some of my Highschool Friends. But the negative thing is that, the more it is moved the more I feel terrible as days pass by and college seems to enter my veins. Honestly, I don't want to move to College. I wish it's now after three years. If I could just have Doraemon's Time Machine. He he. Lol. By that time I'm Nineteen. And I wish Papa is okay with me being with someone cause I'm already of Legal Age and I think, few more months, I'll be earning my own money. :D

I don't have much time to blog. And not much words to say.
I hope my sched won't kill me much. I need to take tons of Vitamin.
Goodnight!