That's my horoscope for today. I've seen that in Friendster. I don't have the routine of clicking through that link, I dunno why I did this time. That thought above is what I really need to learn, and I am guilty about that. Because I'm certainly the type of person who would keep the things that hurt and makes me feel unwell, solely. And if it turns out to it's worst point, I hold on grudges. I know that ain't right. And I'm guilty as well that I should change it. And there's only ONE person, who made me realize that mistake. To people like me, try it. It feels so relieved to speak what's bugging you about. It helps a lot.

It feels like heaven to be loved by a person who loves you back a million times than you do. ♥

I've been tired lately. I've been coming back and forth at the hospital just to visit Baby Alyana. They'll be going home tomorrow. Everyone here at home are excited to see her. Even me. Haha. Forgive me since it's my first time to be an official Ate.

Anyway, school will be on June 8. I don't to go yet. Seriously. I hate firsts. And my class for the first day will end by 9:15 PM. My home is way too far from school. Wish me luck. I hope I can make it. I want Fine Arts badly but I can't shift. We also negotiated about changing my damn schedule but the head of Admission's office won't accept my alibi. I told them I'm Asthmatic but that woman I talked to is such a bullshit. As if she's the one who pays my school fees. But tita told me I can still work on the I dunno if that's a company, but it's related to printing and all, Mode Matrix. My future job will be there. :) Hopefully.

That's all. Nothing important happened.
BTW, I forgot to greet Mikka here. Haha.
BELATED MIKKA! :D Miss you.

I went to my second cousin's First Birthday today at Isabel's Garden at BF. It wasn't a children's birthday since there's no kids on our family. It was just a simple get together.

Okay. So I can't shift. And there's nothing I can do about my stupid schedule. Which means I need to build a lot of patience in going to college and going home late at night. I think that's already passed my bed time. Ugh.

Anyway, It's my day today. Not only mine. ♥

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I'm currently blaming myself for not snooping about what my course is all about. I picked the course which I don't really prefer and in the first place I don't know that Graphics Technology is something like Architecture. I despise that, making plan about houses and landscapes. God. Is this meant for me? I'm sooo stupid. I should listen to what they told me, I should've ASKED first before I made the effin' decision. What other option can I have, But to shift.

Don't you just even wonder why? Graphics technology - - How is that somehow related to Architecture. The words, Men. F.

I lost my JADMHO Shirt. I'm so careless! I don't know if I lost it or someone stole it. I remeber the last time I used it is during our Senior Recollection. And as far as I know, I brought it back home. Now, it's gone. Where is it? I hope it's here somewhere. And if somebody stole it. What in the world would you do that? I miss wearing that shirt. I hope I could fine it, SOON! It's been lost for 3 Months already. I'm upset. SO upset.

So, this is a hatepage. Typed about my awful feelings. =|

Summer isn`t over for me yet. I thought Marinduque will be my last summescapade, summer escapade. Haha. Last Sunday, we went to Zambales. It wasn`t planned. It was, but not on the exact ate we went there. So we have nothing but clothes and money. No food at all.

We had breakfast at McDonald`s. I ate Pancakes. I think, after I made pancakes for myself, I don`t find them yummy at all. Maybe because I`m a boohoo for cooking stuffs. Lol. Anyway, we reached Zambales at Lunch time. There`s no fastfood there. Gahd. So we have no choice but to eat there in a baryo carinderia. But mind you, they serve good food. Love the Squid. Yey. Seafood na naman. We have three boats. 1,3k per boat which can only cover 3 people. Beach hopping. We visited the lighthouse, gahd, you need to walk through the creepy i dunno what term to call it. Basta puro bato. It was Hightide. The waves can reach my waist, my phone even get wet. And worst, Tito Aj`s camera wasn`t able to capture photos anymore. Looks like my poser DSLR is much useful after all. Haha. I don`t have pictures yet. I have them already but I`m sort of tamad to post a lot. So here, my cliche shot. JUMPSHOT! What else can you expect? Haha.

Yey. I made my first doodle. Of course, that wasn`t my FIRST actually. But that was my first artsy work, and I made the entire page done. Doodles are made when you don`t feel like listening to your teacher tackling something such as the history of the world, arithmetic, genes you have inside your body and so. Isn`t that freaky? That`s why teachers are always mad once they caught their student`s notebook. Flip it to the very last page, and there! Lots of doooodles. Hahaha. I remember my cousin, Jet. He draws a lot and sometimes, he do something weird and we call it, "Shaider". Haha. Funn-eh. With sound effects, haha. Lol. I wish I kept the video I took two years ago so you could see how kiddo he is.



I found these cool people from the internet. They are so good in making doodles, they do it non-stop as if they know what to draw next. Anyway, my favorite part of my doodles is the ones on the left side. The Mommy monsters and the little ones. They are sooo cute. Anyway, I clone-stamped something on my work. I am such an idiot because I didn`t know that I draw something unecessary. Well, skip that. I made my second doodle, theme is about me and him. It`s not yet done because I ran out of ideas. I already finished the part about him. How come that I can draw a lot about him, but about myself, I dunno exactly what I want? Sucks.